20 Things I need to do before I die!

This is something one of the classes I was subbing for was doing so I have decided to make my own! Feel free to comment or steal it if you want to.


1)Visit the country my ancestors are from
2)Leave a dollar somewhere for a kid to find
3)Dance in the Grand Canyon
4)Fart in Carlsbad Caverns while on a crowded tour
5)Take a Gondola ride through Venice
6)Punch the Dali Lama in the face
7)Kick Landon Donavan in the balls
8)Stand on the Great Wall of China
9)Get a job
10)Kill a man
11)See an Aston Villa game in person
12)Burn a corpse
13)Eat an whole 6 foot sub by my self
14)Spread the ashes of someone that has been cremated
15)Tell my boss where they can stick it
16)Hug Alexi Lalas
17)Eat a 4 pound hamburger in under an hour at Judge Beans
18)Be on TV
19)Make my own Whiskey
20)Throw a baby

STUFF

So I'm finally getting a chance to watch the gubinatoral debate, www.dallasmorningnews.com, search for the debate. I'm a Kinky (I) supporter, but Chris Bell (D) did do very good job getting his views across, but he is still very much a politician. Kinky did a bit of politicing also, not a big fan of that, but you know I like his ideas. So after the debate Bell (D) did well on this debate, he asked Kinky to step out of the race, that just doesn't show strength in your own campaign, if you did not think that you could beat Kinky when you started then Bell (D) should not have even gone into the race, and Kinky went out to the people to bring in support whereas, Bell has done nothing with the people, he has just gone and done what every other politician does and that is only work were people always vote, why could he not go out to the people? Well I think it is because knows he is going to lose.

Becuae I'm that bored.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:
"Piece of Pie"- Stone Temple Pilots

Waking Up:
"Stone Free" -Eric Clapton

First Day Of School:
"Mutter" -Rammstein

Falling In Love:
"Battery" -Metallica with the SF syphoany

Fight Song:
"What Is and What Should Never Be" -Led Zeppelin

Breaking Up:
"Crawling in the Dark"- Hoobastank

Prom:
"Miserable" -Lit

Life's OK:
"Burning Man"- Third Eye Blind

Mental Breakdown:
"Scartissue" -Red Hot Chili Peppers

Driving:
"Heaven Isn't Tonight Too Far Away (live) - New Found Glory

Flashback:
"Highway to Hell"- AC/DC

Getting Back Together:
"James Bond Theme"

Wedding:
"Leaving Town" -Dexter Freebish

Birth of Child:
"Something to Sleep to" -Michelle Branch

Final Battle:
"Foot In Your Mouth" -Hoobastank

Death Scene:
"The Unforgiven II" -Metallica

Funeral Song:
"Jeremy" -Pearl Jam

Actors

So I was listening to my mp3's today when I came across the original and then the revival cast recordings of "Your a Good Man, Charlie Brown", and so I started doing some research on the shows when I found out that the psychiatrist guy from Law and Order SUV played Linus in the revival cast. Isn't that freakin crazy picture (Click here for proof). Crazy I know isn't it. I bring this up because I'm watching Law and Order SUV and that actor guy is all serious and a little scary with his intensity but then I think about him in that musical and I get really scared because of the picture in the link above, I think I cried, NO I did cry a lot out of fear, think of waking up to a grown man with that face staring at you.
It's kind of like that Burger King commercial where they have "the King" in bed with you, well I sure as hell wouldn't just take the breakfast sandwich he gives the guy in the commercial I would bash his head in with a hammer that I keep near my bed. This would lead you to question, why does he keep a hammer next to his bed? Well, its something I started to do when I lived in Nac because of a string of break-ins in the apartment complex that I lived in. This would lead you to another question, why pass up free food from a stranger? Well I have an answer for this also, its very simple, because its just not that good, if they don't want to eat it themselves why should you eat it? Come on if it's not good enough for them why is good enough for you? Huh? Come on don't be a wiener only eat things that the person giving away is willing to eat themselves!

SIDEBAR: MAJOR VICTORY SHOULD HAVE WON!!! Feedback is a wiener not a winner!

Yeah

I make bad decisions, basically.

Badass!!!

This is why Mr Rodgers is a complete and total badass!!!
Click that title!!!

End of An Era

So now I sit in my room filling out on-line applications trying to get a job, competing with coaches and people who have composite social studies certified, I started to think about all of those things that I have learned though my six years of college.

I learned that school is not easy and that in high school I was just a lot smarter than a lot of people. You may think that this is very ego centric and jerky, but look at the facts. In high school I barely studied and usually did the minimum amount of work in class and I made mostly A's and B's with the occasional C. Whereas I knew a lot of people that did not study and failed or did study and failed. So I am smarter than them.

I learned that school is a commitment that needs to be taken seriously, because if you don't take it seriously you will end up repeating classes and delaying graduation (in my case till August). Also with the new law here in Texas if you go over your degree plan by 30 hours you will now have to pay out of state tuition, unlike people who started before this year you get 45 hours over your degree plan before they have to pay out of state tuition. Reflecting on that for a moment I realize that this state is trying to force people into making up their minds as quickly as possible. This is not cool because many people switch their majors in school and now the state is punishing them for wanting to pursue a degree in a field they may end up enjoying. Oh well we will talk about that later.

I have learned that no matter how old you get there will always be drama. This is ridiculous I know but it is something that happens. And how it is dealt with in college can be different than high school. But that is only if the people decide they want to handle it differently. I have also learned that people will backstab you just like high school. And before you think that business is different than school, think differently because just like in high school, college and business backstabbing will occur. True it will be different in each stage, high school for grades, a girl or an cool club or sports position, college for a girl, grace with a professor, or the officer in an organization or credit from a project and then in the business or real world for a job, promotion or girl. Its all the same shit just on a new day and different place.

I learned that work is done by the few, appreciated by few and taken advantage of by many. This is crap, you know when someone is nice enough to do something for you before you ask or anyways and does not just do it to get the attention, then that is something that should be appreciated. When someone does something because it is their job then they do not need to receive the gratitude but if they do a good job let them know, and if it involves food and you do not like it, then you need to step up and doing something yourself because you probably have not done anything to help them or all you did was get in their way and caused more problems or frustration for the person doing something. I have also learned that if you do not take credit for something you did someone else will and then make you look like shit, because of this I always try to give credit where credit is due.

I know a lot of this is cynical and depressing maybe but that's how I see things. And I'm really just tired of a lot of the bullshit that is happening around. (Sorry for the language)

Well now I'm off to have fun or go to bed. Just remember that if you dig deep enough you will find what you are looking for, and that quitters never go anywhere.

It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow".

Well I walk on Saturday so if you are in Nacogdoches hit up the coliseum and see and cheer for me or your other friends. Booyah!

Then there was Sean

So I have been thinking a lot lately. Why do people think that I'm weird, why do people think I act like a dad, why do people tease and taunt people along and then make them feel like complete crap when they get shot down? And I think that I have realized it the answer: people are ego-centric, no matter how much they say they are working for someone else or to help anyone else they really do not care about anyone other than themselves, and if it can't help numero uno then why bother. These are the same people that will do something for money because they think they will be happier, the people who don't know what they want to do with their lives so they want to bring everyone else down, the people who don't understand that you don't have to be the best or sound the smartest at everything. Sounding "dumb" is not a crime especially when you don't know what is going on, just admit it, don't judge because people don't know everything you do, that is bullshit. I hear people talk of wanting to help others, but then again these are the same people how talk about how to make money, and what good ideas it would be to make a lot at once, then never follow through with it. This is crazy, doing something yourself instead of making a committee and then never meeting or passing it off to someone else, who probably cares less about it than you do.

Well these last couple of posts have been angry, but they need to be because people need to know what is going on, I am not exempt from these but you know, I try not to be a dick most of the time, like many people I see are, its a pain in the ass. There are people you may or may not read this and they may take it personally but then that's there problems, I don't want to talk to anyone about this post, feel free to comment, but I not going to say sorry, as I have been told to do, Grow up its just words.

Why

Why do people decide that they want to tell you they want to help, then when you ask them for help they act put out. If you do not want to help do not offer it, but then if you do not like something or it does go how YOU think it should deal with it. Do not treat others like crap, just because you are finally in a "good place" they are not. Think about others emotions and esteem before you start making judegements on how you are going to treat them. Just because you think they are being annoying they maybe wanting someone to come over and have a simple conversation. If you are not willing to have the simple conversation, do not EVER say, "It's been a long time" It's been a long time because you do not want to talk unless there is a problem. Sometimes people like to talk, just to....... TALK. Holy Shit who would have thought about that, FUCK! If someone has upset you tell them, do not treat them like a freak, they have feelings also, just because you think they are weird or do "dumb" things they are still humans and have emotions just like.... wait for it....... EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!! I know this may come as a shock to some people but you know if you think about it, it will all make sense in due time.